The peek inside a confident, seemingly happy and stress-free 24 year old Seattle girl. I want to share with you what I have in my heart and head that I can't share with anyone else. Will you be there to listen to my heart beat and stand beside me?
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I want you to know something.
I have another blog floating around in this web of webs.
I can’t do what I wanted to do in that blog. I have to censor myself and make it an enjoyable read for my friends and family. I have to make sure that I continue to be a well-adjusted and balanced individual.
I have to be up beat and silly and stress free.
I am all of that but, like any other human on our glorious planet, I also have thoughts and desires that are buried deep in my heart. You may not see them and because of that they just don’t exist to you.
But I feel them.
I carry them with me everywhere I go. I do not dwell on them and I don’t resent them for being there. I just embrace them and I am always sure to acknowledge their presence. They have the power to tear a soul apart like the ripping of a veil.
This blog is for me to express those desires. It’s for me to let you in on the most intimate of thoughts to me.
I want to be completely honest with a stranger because it is much easier than being completely honest with a loved one. I want to take that easy path. You never know, we may become like loved ones to each other and then we passed into a whole new world with new rules.
Will you let me share my every thought?
I want you to know about my silly happy thoughts and my dark sinister sexual desires.
I want you to know about the conflicts I face in my faith and the happy emptiness I feel in my relationship.
I’m hoping to begin that journey with you.
With much love,
~CD
